I have a question for all of you. If I started an RPG Forum, would anyone be willing to join? I'm thinking of a chibi type of thing. Light hearted and stuff.. idk... anyway, yeah. Anyone?
(Trying tho think of an anime or manga for it to relate to to get the point across but brain ist dead)

I think i figured out something that I really want to do. I guess I want to sorta create a small reality show. There is no real point to it but just for getting used to the camera. This video I had posted made me realize something.

Normally I am afraid of being in front of the camera, shocking, I know. But pictures are different. When I am filmed, something else happens, I get lost in a blank world and dont know what to do. But in the video I posted on myspace and youtube, I really didn't care. I just wanted to do something fun and had no intent of posting it. But every time I watched it, I just felt that I had to. I felt that it was really me and not... camera me. Ya know?

If you still dont understand, then try this: We all have seen pictures of our selves and we all have seen our selfs in the mirror. But we never really get that experience to watch our selfs through another's eyes. We never get to see our self from the out side. We never really see what makes us cool, what makes us attractive, what makes us awesome. Watch your self in the mirror all you want, but it will never be the same. The closest thing to it is watching it on video... but you have to be filmed with out fear.

If you have any ideas as to something pertaining to this idea that is POSSITIVE let me know. And, of course, it wont be like the Paris Hilton reality show. It wont just be me but me hanging out with friends. And the friends will always change and so will the areas. I think, for the first real episode, I should do it with James, at least. Claire is a given, but I have not hung out with James in forever.

So, theme song, places to hang, who wants to participate (whom are close by, sorry to all of those who are very distant), credit music, anything at all really, if you have suggestions, just send it in. NO MASS MEDIA EMO SONGS FOR THEME OR CREDITS!!! .... or hip-hop... or rap.... or marilyn manson....

Oh, and title... I cant think of much of a title... Reality Check is only sorta back up plan... positive POSITIVE suggestions are welcome.

Myspace video Link: [link]
Youtube channel: [link]

Yeah, I've been kinda dead here. Sorry for that, though I dont know how many people were actually watching my art or, in the very least, started missing it. Without the complaints, I think it is safe to say no one really missed it.

Point of this post is asking those of you watching, who actually care about this account. Either answer doesn't much affect me much.

I got an awesome calligraphy set. It uses ink cartridges rather than ink bottles, so it automatically refills. Claire did the honors of getting it for me. Non of it has been used... ever... for the past three days... *headdesk* Its not that I don't wish to use it, I just cant think of what to write with it!!! No one is really talking to me or sending me letters or anything. Except for Claire... she talks to me...

I have a project that I want to do. Its an ID project of sorts for your pokemon game(s).

We all know that you can connect to the Nintendo Wi-Fi Connection to trade and/or battle with people ALL around the WORLD. But, my friends, what good is this with out being able to memorize your Friend Code Number? Well, that is the point of this project.

If you send me curtain information (details below) I will create a, for the most part, customizable Trainer Card for you. This will have your Friend Code Number, Your Pokemon Team (optional), your personal information (optional and only consists of hight, weight, hair color, county of residence, etc. or whatever you want), and other such things. So it will look like the cards that you can get from Pokecharms website ([link]) but with more detail.

If you are interested than you may be asking "What kind of information do you need, Ansel-Apocalypse, for my Trainer Card?" Well that is simple. This is the list below:
- A front picture of you like in a typical ID, in front of a solid color (like white) so I can add whatever background that you want.
- If you wish to have a color background, let me know what color!
- If you wish to have an environment background on your ID, let me know! Also, send me the link to one that you drew or one that you found.
- I need to know the gym badges that you have. You can give me the titles of the badge or the numbers (i.e. 1-8) so I can add it to your card.
- I need your Friend Code.
- You may also give me what ever personal information you want on it. Hair/eye color, hight, weight, country where you reside in, gender, etc.
- Your preferred or current pokemon party is also an option. Or what ever pokemon you want on it. This may take up space from personal info though.
- anything else you want to add...

So just send me that information in a Note, and any other details you want.

~ Theater Kid ~ 2/10
[ ] Ever been in a School play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway/West End show?
[ ] Seen more than 10 shows? not all on broadway
[x] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater?
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[ ] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[ ] Did you like Broadway shows?


~ Redneck ~ 0/10
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 1 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?


~ Goth ~ 7/ 9
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] Do you think about death often? (lets just say that there are some people I dont get along with.
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale?
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] Do you own something from Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[x] Are you mean? ( If I must be, then yes.)


~ Punk ~ 5/11
[x] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, ect.?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[xxxxxxxxxx] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[ ] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[ ] Have you called someone a poseur recently?
[ ] Does it piss you off when people say poser instead of poseur?


~ Prep ~ 0/10
[ ] Do you say the word "like" alot?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[ ] Do you laugh alot?
[ ] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
[ ] Do you smile a lot?
[ ] Do you hang out with your friends a lot?
[ ] Do you always carry a purse/wallet.


~ Hippie ~ 1/11
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt? (I WANT ONE!)
[ ] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary? (under certain circumstances)
[ ] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Do you play a ukulele or os?
[ ] Do/have you ever smoked the peace pipe?
[ ] Do you wear a peace sign around your neck?
[ ] Do you just sit in the grass with your friends and play guitar?


~ Gangsta ~ 0 / 9
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[ ] Do you like to dance? (If by dancing you mean dry humping someone in public areas, no. After all, thats what gangster dancing basically is...)
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?


~ Emo ~ 4/10
[ ] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[ ] Do you like hard music?
[ ] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark? (streaked red)
[x] Have you ever cut yourself?
[ ] Are you LONELY?
[ ] Do you like ohio is for lovers by Hawthorne Heights?
[ ] Do you think a lot?



~ Surfer ~ 1 / 8
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[ ] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?


~ Geek ~ 2/10
[ ] Do you wear glasses?
[ ] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on? (not anymore. XD)
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] You play video games?